03th`s; i'm waiting

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2010-01-31T11:30:00.000-08:00

This guy gave me many memories, which is unforgettable.
I never regretted being together with him, but i regretted forgiving him.
He's a good boyfriend, but what he does always pissed me off.
He tried his best to changed to the way i wanted, he did it one time before.
Now that he changed back to his ownself, it's partly my fault.
I'm really sorry that i neglected you sometimes. ):

He's the only one who treated me the best, like nobody does it before.
He's the only one who cares about me when i'm angry or down.
He's the only one who can rush down to buy for me food when i'm hungry.
He's the only one who can tolerate all my attitudes and nonsense.
He's the only one who bused all the way down without any complains.
& many more ..

He's the only one who hurts me the most.
He's the only one make me cry the most.
He's the only one treated me like a fool.
He's the only one can dua-ed me many times.
He's the only one lied to me the most.
& many more ..

He's the one i fall in love with deeply.
He's the one which i'm thinking of every single night.
He's the only one i can wait for him till the next day.
He's the only one i took up the courage to text him/call him.
& many more ..

Everything ended ; this time is it for real ?!?!
I lied to myself, saying that i hate him when i still love him alot.
I tried to put down everything, let go of it but it's so hard.
Like what sister said, we cried not because we are sad.
We cried because we blames ourself for being so stupid. ):
I didn't blamed anyone, i blamed myself. I knew it will happen.
I didn't expect much from this relationship, i just want him to changed.

Boy, you know something when i saw the message you post on facebook.
It really make me happy, i'm really touched that you still remember me.
Happy that you still love me, miss me. I am. (;
The only wish i have now, is that i want you to change back.
I really believed that you can do it, i didn't expect anything else.
I'm sorry for everything, perhaps it's all my fault that things happen this way.
I shouldn't scold you, attitude you, violent with you, control you.
I hope you understand, it's all for your own good, not for my sake, is for your future.
I want you to stable down, find a proper job. Understand?
Don't let your mother, anyone of us to worry for you.
Yes, i once told you if *touchwood you really go in, i'll wait for you.
Every single words, i said i'll do it.

I remember every single things of us, things that you promised.
You once said you wanted to bring me to zoo, henderson waves etc.
Last year, you said you'll accompany me to countdown, christmas&newyear.
It's was my sisters, friends who accompany me, thanks to them. (:
You know something, on new year when it's 12Am, i feel like crying.
But i controlled, but in the end my tears drop. I thought you'll come ..
I didn't know it was all my wishfull thinking. ):
This year valentine's day, & my birthday guess i'm all alone again.
I don't intend to celebrate it, because it's meaningless.
I remembered last year valentine's, we went srg, cine, raffles, then jc.
I remembered last year birthday chalet 3days, you pei-ed me throughout.
I really had a meaningful valentine's & birthday last year. (;
I remember during our 1year, you brought me roses, the first guy.
Every single lil sweet things you've done really bright up my day.

I took up all my courage to text you, asking how're you etc. Hoping for your replies, & yes..
Just a few replies from you, i'm really happy with it.
I'm happy that you still remember wednesday is our day.
03th`s, our 1y5m. (: Happy 1y5m in advance, (even we already broke up.)
Nothing much i can say anymore, memories will be kept in my heart.
Don't eat too much maggie mee, takecare of yourself (L)

One last thing i'm gonna tell you is that ,
I'm happy that we once together and have many memories together.
I hope that we're still friend's.
No matter what, just a call i'll be there for you no matter how busy i'm or what.
I'll lend you my listening ears/ shoulders for you if you need it. (:

ILU :( I hoped that 2o1o valentine's and birthday you'll be here.

I'm happy that all my sisters, friends are there for me always.
(L)

& This my last post for this blog, new link will be given to dearest's.
Takecares. (:

HI :)

2010-01-27T06:13:00.000-08:00

I have decided i will not delete away this blog, because there's memories.
I'll create another blog, &link given for closed ones only.
Update tomorrow, everything will be done before o3Feb2010,

Anybody want help me change blogskins?
I want make the same as my blogshop, but i forgotten my pw. ):

Anybody want accompany me out on o3Feb2010?
I don't want stay @home on that day. );
Some closed ones will know why.

Update in proper tomorrow. Bye! (:

Start afresh

2010-01-23T12:15:00.000-08:00

Things ran through my mind, i've made up my mind.
No point clinging on to him, since he doesn't even bother @all.
Am i right? He don't bother to contact me, no point seriously.
All i can say is that i still love you. :>
Are we still friends? 9more days to our 1y5, if we're still together.
But everything's ended, goodluck on what you're doing right naoszxc.
Your life might be better without me (: Takecares my love.
03th`s, dfz luvluv zbj :>

This few days been rotting at home, finally i went out on friday.
Meet up with sister, it's been so long since we meet up/h2h talks.
Walked around mall, ate our dinner, & slack @some blks for some talks.
Awesome!!! (: Thank's for listening, giving me advices sister.
Then then, headed back home around 12+++?! {:
Otp with xingan ytd & 2day untill he doze off, such a pig!! Hahaha.
Every morning there're some calls woke me up, guess who?
It's xs... &mrbirdy. Think they might be proud of themself!! :)
&& I dream that i had an car accident. :( Touchwood*
Might be meeting xingan on monday, hehehehe^^
Today rot at home the whole day, omfg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :<
Just now went down meet janna, jia an& sis came aft tht.
Slack till 12plus& head home. I'm bored right naoszxc.

Ok!!!!
I might be changing number again, bloglink, & everything.
Lastest everything done by next week, give me time.
I want start anew, give up (:
Although memories still stay, but i'm trying to forget.
Lastly ; imissyou. :(

Sigh.

2010-01-21T12:05:00.000-08:00

MY IGNORANCE CHANGED YOU TOTALLY, I'M SORRY. :<
I shouldn't neglect you, and make you changed till like that.
I told you before, i want back the old zbj right right?!

Nvm, ignore my recent post :> Imma crazy last night
Boring + sad + mood swing + not enough sleep = crazy ??! HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!
Otp right naoszxc with xs.... ; he's crazy2 !!! omfg, everyone's crazy.
Been staying at home for 2days, rotting naoszxc.^^
Tml probably going mall, &movie with ryan?! Still considering.
Because kind of broke naoszxc, but he wanted to treat me. ;Shy.
Shall see how it goes bah, i don't want rot at home againnnnnnnnnnnn. :<

Seriously, i miss you.

:(

2010-01-20T12:13:00.000-08:00

Heard from someone, that got girl hugging you sio.
Those msg-es you send are all bullshyts? Thank lied again.
Say can't forget me? Love me? I treat you good?
Eh please la, tanjiajie i know you how long already.
Rubbish sibo? End up got girlfriend.
You got think about my feelings anot, how much pains &hurts.
HOW MUCH?! I kena tricked by you again and again.
Forgiving you again, trusting you, and outcome is this?!
Seriously, nice one la dey. I salute you^^\
Tell me to give you time to change, how long already?
Say birthday will accompany me, i think i alone is much more better.
Than letting you dua :> I seriously damn fuckup right naoszxc
sighhhhhhhhh~ the feelings so suckish.

Don't ever come back to me, when they ditch you.
I won't ever be the stupid one anymore.
I'm just wondering, why am i so soft-hearted? :<>
Hongster? Can't live w/out girls? Eh please la.
Think carefully , touch your heart la okays.
Who's there when you're down ?
Who's there when you're broke ?
Who's there when you need someone to accompany ?
Please la, think la. Not i want nag or scold you one lehs.
If you know how to think, i'll like that treat you anot.
Do all those lj things, end up things happen at there scared.
Then who's there to comfort you? ME! End up? I kio sai?!
-'- youuuuuuuu hard hard ~
Remember what you say always to me, what you promised.
ALL BROKEN PROMISES, LIES. Super nice one!
First time someone treated me like a idiot. HAHA! :>
TJJ, you suceed already la. Swee bo!!!!!!!

-'- -'- -'- -'- -'-
I SUPER NO MOOD LA NOW ...............
I WON'T DROP A SINGLE SHIT TEARS FOR YOU ANYMORE ............
BUT I FEEL LIKE, IS DROPPING SOOOON ....................
OMG FML !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :<>
And you want mia all this is alrights. Is fine with me.
I do things swee swee for you, you better do things back swee swee.

CHANGE THE BILLING ADDRESS, TYVM :>
BOTH HANDPHONE BILL, CHANGE IT.
BEFORE I REALLY GO DAMN DAMN CRAZY :>

...................... Imma abit insane right now !
Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs ~ -'- 398.
It means nothing at all.

The feeling is still here ;

2010-01-19T12:51:00.000-08:00

; Our 10th`s months, @east coast.

I may look strong, but every night i teared because of you.
I don't know why, everything kepts inside my hearts.

I don't feel like saying out, maybe blogging out will be better.

I tried my best not to contact, to keep myself busy.

I'm waiting for you to text me, finally that morning. (:

I'm really very happy, but it's just that short period.

When will you contact me?! Hais.

You said, you'll changed?! But how many times i hear from you.

Those letters, recordings, sms-es, tears??! What does all this mean?

L.O.V.E what does it mean to you? 398 what does it mean?

Sighs~ Has our story really ended? :'(

I really fallen deeply, maybe. Maybe you have a gf already.

I'm waiting for you to change, i can forgive you umpteen times.

Know why? I just wanna see you change, i believe you can.

Because you did it once before. (: I know you can changed.

Next time do things, think carefully don't regret alrights?

I want you be a good boy, find a stable job.

Boy , i miss you alot alot. Really^^

03th`s I love you .

Somehow, i miss you so ~

2010-01-15T09:51:00.000-08:00

Today was so tiring, went bugis & cityhall.
Woke up early in the morning, compass eat dinner &homed.
Reached home 9plus, zhihua say want meet, so he came down hougang.
I went bathe, went meet him, then janna, fanny came &then jia an.
Zhihua left, and slack till 1plus just reach home.
Think going sleep soon, super tiring. )':

Tomorrow need wake up early, go bishan ite register.
Hopefully i can apply for n level. ;B
I'm not sure can anot, because i failed my sec3 for last year.
Omfg ~ I need to study hard.

Somehow, i miss you ~
I still love you, i guess.
& I hope you'll change, are we still friends? :(
I'm here if you need a listening ear or lend you a shoulder.
It's hard to let go, but i'll learn too.
Give me sometimes, & it'll be a brand new me.
:D

Sighs..

2010-01-13T10:03:00.001-08:00

I MISS YOU ALOT T.J.J
):

i survive for not msging you/calling you.

I want back the old you.

2010-01-12T23:26:00.000-08:00

You aint the same anymore :<>

LOLOL~
I'm bored die right now -,-
Yesterday meet up with simon, zhihua, fion. (:
Simon &zhihua meet me at my house downstairs first, &walked to mall.
Meet up with fion, went plaza, they played billard. :>
Mac with fion, she want eat. &Then went nearby slack.
9plus, fion bused home. They pei me walked back. :D
Slack awhile, then xunfu came &they bused home.
Msn-ed with them last night, & on phone with the 2kukus again^^
I think i fall asleep last night while talking with them. :>
My voice became more smexy, medicines going finish.
Yet still haven't recover. :<>

It's just a dream.

2010-01-11T17:58:00.000-08:00

Everything is like a dream, you're like an angel & devil at times.
Each and everyday you're changing.
I tried so hard to change you, since you want like that.
I've nothing to say anymore, i give up already.
Finally right? :) I know you're happy that nobody controlling you.
Good luck to you, & takecare of yourself.

Don't wanna say much already, it's all over. A dream afterall^^
Yesterday suppose to meet him, end up got put aeroplane again.
Got used to it already. (: So it's okays.
Yesterday morning went see doct, gotten all kinds of medicines.
It's like shyts, not nice @all. ): I want faster recover laa.
My voice is so smexy right^^ hahahahaha.
Went home rest, &gene came up my house. Meet fion. (:
Walk around, she went do manicure. I tell you, can fall asleep loh.
Idk is too boring, or i eat medicine feel like sleeping? Haha.
Nevermind, chinhao came after that. &&
Bought meesua, super long never eat alrdy &went fion house.
Cab back, meet xunfu after that. Pei him go mac eat.
12plus went back home, eat medicine &talk on phone with 2kukus.
Keep disiao me, say i horny because why? I call them kuku^^
Damn asshole, till i want fall asleep. (:

Later should be meeting s, fion, zhihua. :)

Bored die me ._.

2010-01-04T15:00:00.000-08:00

Bb now cooking his maggie mee, he can eat it for 3meals already.
Watched "海派甜心" with bb just now, &i fall asleep.
Woke up again, & woke bb up too. {: Tried many ways bodoh.
He's like an ass, sleeping like a pig. But still i manage to wake him up.
I'm power!!!! (: He's going pei me down for breakfast later on.
Yipeee, im super bored right now. Overnight @bb house 2days.
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Bb, must changed alrights?
You're already changing slowly, i'm happy^^
If you continue this way, it'll be great.
Iloveyou ttm. {: I won't leave you la, don't worry alrytes.
Don't keep thinking so much.

Fion, girl ah. Cheerup okie.
Don't miss him, miss me :)
&I'm always here, thanks for being there.
See you on friday, xoxo.

Nice one la ._.

2010-01-02T09:34:00.000-08:00

Mom&bro's are back, &they bought NOTHING for me.
Nevermind.

I've found out something, just now.
Someone is in love again, lucks to you.
What does 398 means to you actually? Nothing? Sparetyre?
Thanks for cheating my feelings huhs.
It's our anni today, yet i've found out something.
That's my surprise, why're guys always like that?
I feel damn fuckup right now, i feel like crying but im controlling.
Im not going shed any tears for you again, tanjiajie.
Is you who make me lost trust in guys, is you.
Someone told me he love me, promised everything.
Yet failed, sucha failure. I won't be soft-hearted again.
Girlfriend is just a name? yet letting you play with, &treat like shyt?
Forget it, i don't want talk anymore.
Monday i'm going change number, won't give anybody except for some.
&The phone bills, please come get it yourself. Be auto,
&change the billing address, i[ll return you the sim card everything to you.
By next week. I don't see a need to wait for you, when you don't love me.
I'm tired of it, 2010 i hope it'll be a good year for me.
Since you can find a girlfriend so easily, lucks then.
Don't come back to me, &say so many rubbish again.
I'm not the last time eeleng anymore, remember.
I'LL CHANGE &LET YOU SEE ! Be it good or bad, see for yourself.
You make me till like that. BYE.!!
If you want ka my jiaowei, pengwei again, up to you.
Make sure i don't find out any single things of what you say.
Thanks for lying, dua-ing, promises, &cheat my love.
I regretted, seriously. ~
&Go be your player, if someone cheats you back, that's your retribution.
For being a player, bye tanjiajie.
Even i love you, what i want say i'll still say.
Think or not, is up to you. I won't shed anymore tears for you.
Thanks for treating this way, thanks huh.
Our 1y4m, enjoying with other girls, oh sorry is girlfriend.
:)
Last long then.

No point loving someone, when he leave you aside.
It's easy to love someone, it's not easy to let go of someone.
It's just a game of love, it's get happiness and hurts.
Since you choose this path, so be it.

Hopefully, you saw those letters.
Reflect on what you did, think carefully.
Takecare.

Im confused

2010-01-01T09:33:00.000-08:00

I MISS YOU ALOT.

I just want to see you, hug you for the last time.
I feel like going mia, feel like returning everything to you,
Remember those straw hearts? I've pass to your mum a few.
There's still alot with me.
Can't you feel my love? You said you love me, there's only words.
Actions prove more than words, my dear.
I want back the old jiajie i used to have, not now.
Now the jiajie, which i've lose him, idk what to do.
This sunday it's our anni, i wish to see you for the last time.
:(

Shag -,-

2010-01-01T07:51:00.001-08:00

What can i do ?

I know you won't reply my sms &answer my calls.
The only way to let you know how i feel was to blog out.
Im feeling very sucks now, no reply/calls from you from last night.
You put your status as single, if you really want to be single.
Can at least tell me? What is this?
I really feel like crying, nobody's there for me.
Just now i meet up with your mum awhile, pass her things.
I hope you saw everything, know how i feel and all.
I told you before, if there's anything happen to you.
Be it ns or you go in sit, i'll wait for you. I will means i will.
But now everything turns out to be like that, is'nt fair to me.
You'know? Just a reply from you is so hard?
Everything you tried to make me angry, i forgived you.
Times and times, now everything become like that, seems to be my fault.
I promised, i won't show attitudes anyhow already.
I'm changing, slowly. :c sighs.
You think i like quarrels? Is you do things wrong, not i want.
Nvm. byes.
Ily :)

I give up when the clock hits 12am.

2009-12-31T14:06:00.000-08:00

IT'S 2010. :) Will this year a good or bad one?

I did enjoyed my new year eve, but someone just disappointed me.
Made me happy for few hours, end up all i gotten back was all these.
Seriously, you don't even treat me as your girlfriend.
You told me just this evening, you said you want accompany me.
You said go get present for me, you said pei me countdown.
End up what did you do?

How i really wished the one beside me just now was you.
See-ing the fireworks together, our first time together.
I really feel like crying at that point of time.
I controlled, till i really cannot anymore. I don't know why i cried.
What do you even treat me as? I forgived you again and again.
What i've gotten at the end? Is you make me sad, angry, cry.
This past few days, you said you'll changed, but i don't see any.
Except this evening, i was waiting for your msg/calls.
I didn't even receive any at all.

I told myself, it's already 2010, time to give up. No point.
I really can't bear to do so, i really can't.
I tried myself not to msg/call you, i still did.
I don't want to cry anymore for you, i don't want anymore.
It's really hurts to wait for someone you loved.
Why did you change to someone whom it's totally damn sucks?
You're a good boyfriend, you have all the good points.
Only that you chose to lie than telling the truth.
I've got no idea why, you chose to do that.
What's the point? Mixing with all your bros, teaching you bad things?
Is that the first step of changing? NO.
If you already grow up, think carefully before you do everything.
Look around, see who the ones who treat you good.
I can't say i treat you good, but i'm trying my best to do so.
& i tried to change you, but it failed. I'm useless, i know.

Everything you promised, yet nothing is fufilled.
Broken promises, i learnt it.
I'll be strong, learn to be happy without you.
Thanks for the past memories, this coming sunday our anniversary.
It's useless now, don't come back find me when you need me.
Don't tell me you regret and everything,
I don't know how to trust you anymore.

Love, takecare.

Stop talking about him, it only make me cried.
Today's was quite enjoyable :)
Steamboat @fion place, went marina for countdown, back hougang.
We're sweating like hell @marina, omfg.
Totally sucks! But the fireworks are kinda nice.
:D
Nomore next year, tys. :c

my wish.

2009-12-30T12:32:00.000-08:00

This letter i wrote it for nearly 1hour, my hand going break.
It's for him, i thought of burning away actually.
I putted everything into a box, shall pass to him when i meet him.
I hope nothing happen to you, i love you.

First time i wrote for someone i loved a letter, so long hor!
I myself also shock, school essay also cannot write that long uhs.
Tomorrow i really hope you can pei me go together, i hope so.
2010 coming, if this wish you can't even fufill. I promise i let go.
I'm tolerating all your nonsense, yet you giving me this kind of shyts.
But i still love you alot.

Tomorrow most probably going work first, then amk meet xf and fion.
Then fion house for steamboat, esplanade countdown.
&Mahjong at my place. :)
Confirm last minutes planning will changed. :c

I want watch movie, somebody pei me :(
Avatar, alvin and the chipmunks, etc alotalot.~
you this zhubajie, don't want pei me go.
super saddening la eh, :( tomorrow i hope you can make it.
Don't make me disappointed already can?
I don't want drop anymore tears. :(

Boy

2009-12-29T04:34:00.000-08:00

I really miss you alot alot.
You don't know how i feel, i cried till so jialat yet you don't care.
You're worried for your case, what about me?
You don't even bother about me, don't even think about me.
I'm really very disappointed in you.
I'll wait for you to contact me. Takecares.

I'll be back soon,

2009-12-28T11:18:00.000-08:00

Sisters, brothers, friends.
I really need to be alone for sometimes, i'm fine.
Don't worry, you guys won't know how i felt.
The pain is fucking pain, the hurts i gotten is more worst than the past.
I don't know what to do, till he treat me like that.
I know you guys have been h2h talks to me, &scolding me.
Everything in this state, i don't blame anyone.
I blamed myself, i know my heart is soft easily.
I don't know why i'll love with so much, even he treats me like that.
He's not like that in the past, He already changed, bad to worst.
I'm sorry friends, i'll changed to a better or bad person.
I myself don't know, the stress i'm having really kills.
I can go crazy anytime, seriously thanks alot for being there.
Every msg each of you reply, i'm really touched.
I'll try my best to hold my tears and not cry anymore, but not now.
Especially fion&xunfu. You2 let me learnt alot of things.
Without fail, you guys are there for me, accompany me all the way.
I myself don't know why i'll changed till like that, i'm confused.
Even i made the wrong decision, you2 still support me.
Although did scold me abit. I'll be fine, i hope so.
Takecare.

To o3th`s
You're the first guy i did, cry, loved so much.
I really love you too much till i can go crazy.
The first guy i waited one night for, yet you put me aeroplane.
I'm okay. You can mia with me or whatsoever, now is me who'll mia.
You yourself knows clearly how you treated me, not like the past anymore.
The pain really hurts alot, i'm crying like nobody buisiness.
You won't care, brothers to you are important. I'm not.
Waiting for someone you loved, yet didn't come the feeling was so sucks.
I won't wait anymore, not being a stupid anymore.
You won't know how it feels, they saw how crazy i am last night.
I'm learning to be strong and let go.
I waited till 11am, you mia. I wrote a letter for you,
I'll pass it to someone, and they'll contact you and pass it to you.
You betrayed my trust and love, i lost trust. It's hard to gain back.
You the only one, promised me everything yet failed.
I give up, seriously. I love you still~ Takecare.

Friend's are much more better than boyfriend.
They're there for you, yet boyfriend aint.
Thanks for lying.
I'll be back once i'm alright.

Thing's changed. :c

2009-12-26T16:09:00.000-08:00

M.E.R.R.Y C.H.R.I.S.T.M.A.S. :B

Although abit late la, below the christmas tree chio right? :c
I know my cuz, angel abit extra :)

I'm freaking bored right now, th pig still haven't wake up yet.
My christmas eve, and christmas totally sucks. :c
Nua @hougang on both days. Forget what i did.
Yesterday morning meet him, happy* nua @hougang lor.
Then night time went uncle house for christmas party.
Quite fun, but because of the two lil dogs, scared me.
I just sit on the chair, don't dare get up. Omg. :c
Homed around 9, fall asleep inside car. Reached home,
Changed everything, watch tvee till fall asleep.
Guess what time i wake up? :c
10plus'pm sleep, i woke up @2plus'am. Few hours only.
Now it's already 8plus'am, i nua-ed for so long lah.
Just now 6plus did went down buy things eat, and ciggs.:c
Nothing to do right now, should i sleep? :B

Will you still do th same thing?
I'm afraid, but i really luv you alot.
You promised th thing, better do sweeswee for me okey.
Arboh, you sure die.
Imissyou, love. :)

TJJ, WHERE'S MY PRESSIE? :'(

Sighs. D:

2009-12-24T13:16:00.000-08:00

"(5:08 AM) ☜【阿靖】☞™:开心 = 忘记

(5:09 AM) ☜【阿靖】☞™:忘记=面对+接受+克服+放下"

I think this sentence is right.
Anyone agree with this? :'(

My life friggging sucks -'-

2009-12-24T00:58:00.000-08:00

I know you and your "girlfriend" will see my blog,
My recent post won't delete, is for your girlfriend.
Get things right before calling people and gan lah hor.
&Hor, boyfriend missing right, don't call me lehs. -,-
I scared of you sia gangster, machiam i kidnapper sio.
Own boyfriend don't know how to control, then call people.
Still can talk till so xialan, want ask people thing talk nicely lah.
This matter i can sua, i never ask you kneel down say sorry very good already.
Go ask your boyfriend what's my pattern& attitude la, then say lah hor.
I still think it's a joke, own boyfriend say you're not his girlfriend.
HAHA! Nice one la, this pattern he still haven't change. Ilikeit.
If you're not happy with my post, that's your problem.
It's my blog, i post whatever i want. I never expose your big name sio.
Let you be famous also not bad right, i not so bad lah. :x
Since you also so famous already, sounds so ehsai somemore.
Smlj. -,- &To him, don't regret urhs. HAHA!

Stop talking about her, abit pollute my blog sio. -,-

Yesterday damn fuckup sio, i woke up @ 4, then got problem.
Heckcare, most of them know what happen. -,-
6plus lynn reached my house, quarrel over phone, cried all have lah.
Phone keep ringing non-stop, wtf. 7plus went prepared,
Then went downstairs find lynn friend's weikian, xunfu came.
Every msg he help me reply, super funny. Step one angmoh chim, -,-
Did i mention before? Xunfu hair super gangster sio. Hah.
Then waited for 88, meet chinhao, meet fion @her working place.
Closed shop then walked to amk hub had pepper lunch shared w fion.
Then went meet xunfu friend's 10cent. zzz, went kpool, they played pool.
11plus cabbed down to serangoon garden. Went fantasie drink, x.x
Opened martell, All was already abit tipsy. 1plus cabbed to plaza,
Idk why i cried, :'( Lucky i've my girls there. Reached plaza,
Xunfu vomitted, he the most jialat one. :C
Then they went billard&pool. Their friends over there -,-
At there nua nua. Keep go out smoke, 4pack super fast gone.
Then 4plus nua @ downstairs, waited for them played finish dota.
Suppose to go find my friend, end up never. :x Hmm.
6 they came down, pei-ed them go coffeeshop eat. Lol,
Then nua @ nearby till 7plus, cabbed back home. Very tired lah,
Reached home, remove makeup i straight away toh. -.-
Later going over fion house, then meeting bb after that. Think ton urh.
I don't know. No life.

And to tanjiajie,
You really changed, i told you yesterday right.
Stop gambling, last time you're like that i changed you alreaady.
Now become back the same, very heart pain you know anot?
Please stop can? :C I don't want you go back to the same old way.
I'm really disappointed in you. I think your mother will be the same,
Last time you're much more better. Changed back,
I believe you can, i know.^^
&I still love you alot, i don't care whether you've a girlfriend or what.
That's you and your girlfriend problem, i love you is my problem.
Trust me, one day you'll regret. Everyone said that.

2009-12-23T01:48:00.001-08:00

Your true colors shown out again :l Nice one la.
Let me tell you ;
If your "girlfriend" really not happy with me, ask her come.
I won't go find her prob, she want she come.
-'- you think i so easy eat? please la, i not someone who can anyhow gan.
You know my pattern, what i want say or do, i'll.
Don't make me dulan. One more time, try me lah hor.
If you still want rotiprata here&there, go ahead.
That time i forgive you, does'nt mean this time i can.
I won't give you anymore face, so what i still love you?
Just -'- off and die.

Sorry i lied :(

2009-12-22T12:17:00.000-08:00

I could'nt get to sleep.
Every night i'm crying to sleep, even now. Idk why.
Suppose to give you an answer, it's all too late.
I really miss you alot alot.

Tan jiajie , my 03th`s
You maybe thinking that what i wrote is rubbish, it's all true.
I really hope you're only making me angry. :C
Can don't torture me anymore? Please, i had enough of everything.
I can't afford all these pain and hurts.
Every night i don't feel like going home, i'll think of you.
And cry to sleep, i don't like this feeling.
The feeling of waiting for someone you love but he's not yours.
Everything changed so fast, i don't know what's wrong~
You told me you still love me alot, yet you can have a girlfriend.
Are you serious? Or just making me angry? :'(
I really hope it's just a dream afterall.
Tell me you don't love me anymore if you really don't .
Stop hurting me this way, everybody's mentioning your name.
My heart really hurts deep inside, nobody understand how deep.
Everytime there's a fake smile when i'm out with them.
Do you still love me? Deep inside your heart, ask it.
Do you? Stop giving me false hope, if you don't i'll give up on our love.
That day i told you, "you betrayed my trust"
You replied, "I'm sorry baby, i'll gain back your trust."
End up all i gotten back is all this? :c I trust you, yet all lies.
Can don't treat me this way? Please. It's really hurts.
I hate you for making me fall deeep in love with you,
I hate you for not texting/calling me.
:(

Knowing that you've a girlfriend, you know something?
After i hang the phone, i cried. :'(
I hate this feeling, the second time, second time, second time.
You promised, nomore next time. :c
I've learnt my lessons, first time, second time &third time.
It's repeating it again, and hurting me again again.
I done everything just for you, yet you do everything to hurt me?
You said, i'm the only one when you're at your worst.
I didn't leave you at your worst, but now things become like that.
I believe you once, take it as nothing happen but who knows?
My dear ;
Do you know something?
This feeling really sucks big time, i frigging hate it.
If this relationship you can treat it so easily, tell me can?
I'll let go of you/relationship.
You told me, among all your ex you loved me the most,
Is it true or bullshyts? :'(
Please don't treat me this way, i'm breaking down soon.
Soon, or leaving this world you'll be happy?
You know me, what you want me to do i'll do for you.
I maybe treating you bad, but deep in my heart i do love and care.
I just think that you're the one for me, we got the same thing.
It's like fate brings us together. Maybe you don't think so.
Don't you miss the past?
Everyday meeting each other, reach home talk on phone/sms.
I hope things will become like that, like last time.
I want back the old you, the past. :'(

I hope ..
A text/calls from you, awaiting~
Sighs. Imyalot.

It's 23rd.

2009-12-22T09:27:00.000-08:00

IT'S 23RD ;

Boy, I really mis you alotalot. :( I'm sorry.
GOODLUCK FOR YOUR TP TOMORROW, :D
I'm always here for you, i'm still waiting for your msg/calls.
I feel like msging you "goodluck" but i'm afraid.
Only can said everything here, my feelings.
You maybe won't read my blog, it's okay. You've gf is enough.
1y3m you can let go so easily, those hurts engrave deep inside my heart.
I feel like hugging you and cry, it's all too late. :c
But i'll still wait, awaiting. ~

Sisters, friends ..
Thanks for being there when i need all of you,
I'm afraid i'll break down infront all of you tomorrow.
I'm staying strong right now, Trying to be happy.
I love all of you alrights, :)
See you all tomorrow, let's go enjoy.

FCZQ ;
Don't sad anymore, stay strong okay?
You asked me to cheerup, you2 also must^^
We must prove 2 them, that we're living happily naos.
Although we can't forget them, like you say time heals everything.
Slowly alrights? I also slowly trying.
Although sometimes i feel like crying, but also must tolerate.
We can't break down easily, I'm here :)
I said before, i'm here 24/7. Takecare okie?
:D

Last emo post :<

2009-12-21T12:06:00.000-08:00

MY LAST EMO POST, I SWEAR!
I've think for the past few hours, it's time to give up.
It's hard, i may seems happy infront of my friends, but i'm not.
Typing this post, i'm crying. Idk how to continue ..
I'm staying strong, but my heart is really very weak.
Im missing you every night, looking at our photos listening songs.
I really regretted, i wanted to text/call you, i'm afraid.
I know that you won't reply/call me back, i know.
I won't disturb you again, from today onwards.
I'll wait till the day you contact me, i'll wait. :<
I don't know why i just can't let go of you, seriously.

You're the first guy make me fall deep in love with you.
I can say you're a perfect boyfriend sometimes.
I know i may be a bytch in some ways, i'm trying to change.
I thought you still love me, guess it's all my wishful thinking.
Thinking too much, even how much i regretted naos, it'll be the same.
I don't know whether this time you're making me angry or serious.
This time my heart really hurts alot, very deep.
I tried crying everything out but guess no use.
03th`s , i really love you alot.

You really changed, i want back the old you.
Seriously, can you please changed. :<
Thanks for the past memories, thanks alot.
Thanks for all those presents you gave, i still remember every single one.
Many happiness, hurts. That's all i gotten after 1y3m.
:B
You promised me christmas you'll pei me ;
You promised me 28th`s go christmas ;
You promised me that you want bring me to mount faber.
You promised me alot of things, yet you did nothing.
And just leave me alone here :c

Takecare, goodbye my love.
Last long with your girlfriend,
I'll remember you always ;

SIGHS :C

2009-12-21T08:50:00.000-08:00

I guess this year christmas will be a lonely christmas,
You promised me, guess it'll be a broken promise.
Spending it with your girlfriend.
:B

Tonned for 2nights, no life -,- tonight tonning, raining changed mind.
I slept at 8plus, suppose 7plus will fall asleep.
I don't know why tears just drop when listening songs.
Woke up around 7plus, tired sio. :c
Nua at home, watched "Hi my sweetheart" :B
10plus meet up with co, just reached home.

I super stress now, idk what to do ~
The money i going find back soon,
I changing number soon, line giving him back -,-
Sigh. That's my fate of life.
If my friends are not there for me, i think i going break down soon.
Seriously, i feel like crying out loud. :c
Breaking down soon. :(
I need someone to talk, lend me shoulder to cry on.
I still love you alot alot, i regretted.
Soon, i'll give up.
23rd is coming, suppose to give each other a answer.
This date your tp, goodluck yeah. I'll support you.^^
This date going drink with cos, hopefully won't break down.
Not thinking anything else, i'm trying to be happy and leave a happy life.

Sigh, santa claus give me some money :$
My internet, handphone bill.
I damn stress over it. Sigh.

what's love?

2009-12-20T04:20:00.000-08:00

03th's, time to give up. :c
I'll stay strong, i'll try.

I woke up at around 6 just now, still very tired.
Suppose to meet a, but end up i dua him. Ps urh. ._.
Should i stay at home rot? Meet c? Drinking with bb, jj, ab.
What should i do? I seriously damn broke already.
:C
I need jobs, anyone intro? :(
I don't feel like staying at home thinking of stupid things.
I don't want my life become tonning, drinking.
That's very no life. How?

Hurts alot, really.

2009-12-19T14:55:00.000-08:00

It's 6.55am right now, just reach home.
I'm tired but cant' sleep.

My heart really hurts alot,
He have new girlfriend again, fast yeah.
Within few days, i've got nothing to say.
I cried but no point, h2h with some people, thanks. :>
My mind totally blank, i don't know what to do now.
Very stress, relationship, money. =/
That's my life. Last long.

I'm really stupid ,

I miss you baby.

2009-12-19T00:08:00.000-08:00

Sighs, he didn't reply my my since last night.
What happened to you ? :(
I really miss you alot alot.
How i hope what you said in th msg is true, really.
How i hope you can just stop lying to me.

Can you reply me? Stop treating me like a fool anymore.
:(
You already did a good part as a boyfriend, don't blame yourself.

To 03th's ;
I don't know whether you'll be reading anot, its okays.
how i wish you'll leave a tag for me :(
My dear, i really love you alot. Why can't you just stop lying?
If you want go out with friends all these, i already said.
Just say, i let you go but not till too late &don't lie.
But you just refuse to listen, why? :(
You said scared me angry, will scold you.
But when i know the facts, i get more angry and the situation became lydats,
You happy? :( Idk what's wrong, really.
I want you back but at the same time i'm afraid of getting hurt again.
Maybe that's my life, i forgiven you so many times.
Yet it's repeating it again again, i wished i'm not that soft hearted.
Really, but idk why i can't forget about you& this r/s.
I really wished this year christmas going spend with you,
28th's go malaysia with you, all you said :c hopefully you won't dua.
I really need you, i can't forget about you and this relationship.
Afterall, you're really the bestest boyfriend i ever had. :)
23th's good luck for your tp, iloveyou still my dear.
Sighs, can we rewind back to the past? :c

To fion & lynn ;
My dear girls, i love both of your posts.
Seriously make my smiles wider :)
Thanks for being there, you two the best.
Fion my 4years friends, lynn my 5-6years friends.
I'll be there for you two, don't worry 24/7 one la okays?
Let's meet up soon, go shopping, slack or drink ks.
Pei me go enjoy, and go crazier abit. :D At least won't think too much.
You2 better takecare, cannot forget me alrights.
Got bf one hor, cannot forget me, arboh i smack die you. :)
Eeleng luv you2 :D

2009-12-18T10:17:00.000-08:00

I'm freaking bored right naos. Rotting ._.
Not sleeping, i guess. Going sally house in the morning for mahjong.
Like some crazy freaks rights. I knw^^
Just nao was at home rotting, seriously freaking bored la. :C
11plus went down green, lan with eugene, sally&irene.
Just reach home. Going rot again, i hope boy later going too.
I miss him alot, :c tjj, i miss youuuuuu :c
Currently msging with him and c. ._. he no reply me, sighs.
He now mahjong-ing idk is real or fake. :(

Can you stop lying to me? :C

&To fion;
Girl, must takecare of yourself uhr. don't smoke too much,
drink more water, take plenty of rest.
Anything i'm here, 24/7. Meet up soon :)
Go shopping, drink or wht uhs. Meluvyoutoo.
Heheh^^

2009-12-16T13:34:00.000-08:00

I miss you ;03th's

I want you back, but i'm afraid getting hurt by you again.

It's so hard to trust you again, really very hard.

I forgive you not one time, is alot alot alot :(

Thank you for taking care of me that day.

Thanks girls for accompanying me when i seriously damn down.

1week later, see how it goes. D:

2009-12-14T11:36:00.000-08:00

Do you still love me?
Do you still miss me?
Why must you do this to me? :(
Why must you treat me this way? :(

I really love you.
:(

Seriously no mood ,
Going drink tomorrow with co.
Super broke now, hopefully father will give me some $$.
And will be changing number idk when, Returning him line.
Going get prepaid, or not using phone.
Maybe i won't be getting any number, Don't feel like.
I'm afraid if my prepaid no money, i'll go back to my last time pattern.
Long time since i do those things already.
Hais.

MIA ;

2009-12-13T11:26:00.000-08:00

MIA - ING !
I'm such a failure. Takecare everyone.
What happen? :( Ily.

My trust for you is gone .

2009-12-13T08:55:00.000-08:00

You lied to me again, again &again.
I'm always believing you again, again&again.
I'm always forgiving you again, again&again.
I don't think i'm forgiving you again, my trust for you is gone.
You told me you'll gain back my trust, yet it's getting worse.
If you want me to leave you, just say no need keep lying to me again.
Y'know i hate people lying to me, you know my temper.
I think i'm stupid, and i thinks i'm an ahhai believing you.
I thought what you say is real, but i think i'm really very stupid right.
Omg. I lied to you once only leh, need like that?
Forget it, i'm forgetting everything about you.
I love you, yet you can do this kind of things i nothing to say anymore. :c
You ruin it the last chance yourself.
Take care my dear! Ilystill, i'll forget you soon.
I won't cry for you anymore. I promise^^

2009-12-12T00:13:00.000-08:00

Seriously damn bored lah, waiting for the idiot to wake up.
Dulan siol, second time already. Cb. -,-
Now already 4.15pm and we said meet up 2pm.
Next time cannot wake up early, don't tell me meet early.
PCB !

2009-12-11T09:43:00.000-08:00

Fuckup day, totally waste of my time. Wtf x.x
Hubby told me to meet him early, cause he scared traffic jam.
Everything he say till so nice, say i won't wake up all these.
End up guess what time we meet? GOING 6PM. Cb right?
Bomb him up, don't know he pua simi stunt.
Then he came fetch me and my bro, then go fetch ahpeng the mei go geylang.
Head to beach road eat, then ahpeng idk for what.
Then we went bugis street shop awhile only, super boring one lor.
Only bought flipflops, shorts& baby bought two tees. And bro buy watch.
Wanted to go iluma arcade, but no time alrdy, wtf!
Then baby drop us off at tanjong rhu then gave us money cabbed back home.
He promise that tomorrow he going bring us go, he will give us what he owe.
REMEMBER WHAT YOU PROMISE K!
But i still love you like how i did the past 1year2month. :)

Yayness^^v going fareast with fion buy bag, super happy and is super ex one okey!!!
Baby going heart pain alrdy. ;laugh
Not sure after that going drink anot, depend bah! ;x

Tomorrow not sure going where, super bored laa!
Jh wanted to go billard, idk baby wanna go anot? Lol.
Is super sian one can, see them billard i can sleep sia.
Super long one!! zzz. i want go shoping, saw this baby?
SHOPPING, SHOPPING SHOPPING.
But shopping with baby dulan one la, he keep want smoke!
Arboh is phone keep ring, sms coming in machiam he doing big buisiness lydat.
Wthell! :C But istillluvyou. moooooacks^^v

Sorry girl for not going your house ton tonight, everything sibei rush today!
Promise you will make it up to you one day! :)
And see you on sunday alrytes?

& Sister i'll make myself free on 28feb, don't worry.
Our 5thyear, you plan everything bah! :)
Takecare. Hehe^^

2009-12-09T08:05:00.000-08:00

This few days have some arguements with baby, like wtf!
He kept lying again, he thinks that i'm so stupid. :x
Okay, -'- you upside down if you lie to me again.
Hmph :c

Last saturday out with fion to fareast, spotted one bag that we both wanted.
Shall get this bag together this sunday <3
And plazasing after that, trained back to hougang audi & meet idiot.
Didn't know we have so much to talk about, haha.
Meet up with jiaxin after that, slack till 12plus then went home.

Didn't went anywhere this few days, didn't meet baby toos.
Untill today awhile. Make me fking piss off, always lydat.
Yesterday meet up with fion, went to her bf house wake him up.
Bused down to plaza eat, & went do pedicure while she do manicure.
Okay! Abit sucks, totally scammer la that shop. :c Omfg.
Slack till 10 then bused back home.
Gonna meet fion this sunday to fareast, i guess :)

I finally know something, your msg really make me fucking piss off.
Since you can say things till like that, i anything.
Sister nomore :c Sisters are hard to find, true sisters i mean.
Yes some will be there, but they're backstabbing you by back.
Haha, i won't care anymore. Takecare then!

Things change.

2009-12-04T09:42:00.000-08:00

I dont know why everything seems change.
I still love my baby alot alot, but i can't forget what he did.
Even he told me he change, yes i can see his changes but i can't forget it.
What he actually did, i really can't forget. I still remember every single things.
I admit i got abit ji chou :x But i don't intend to quarrel with him again.
I just don't want to keep inside my heart anymore,
Everyday i keep thinking thinking. This 1y3m together,
There's happiness, sadness, angryness alot alot.
Both of us did alot of stupid things make both of us happy/cry/angry.
Sighs. i really cant forget about recently incident.
I feel like crying whenever i think of it, i don't know why.
I know once i heard every story of what you say is all pengwei.
I never angry, i damn sad. I didn't knw you can wei le face, do all these.
Hais. You're not the one that i knew before. I do hate you sometimes.
But deep inside my heart, You're still the only one for me.
I really luv you alot :( This the 5th time i'm forgiving you, maybe i'm stupid.
The one and only last chance i'm giving you, i don't want you to ruin it.
If this last chance you ruin it, my hope for guys will be lost because of you.
I told you before if there's one more time, i won't give any face anymore.
Sometimes i know i can't control my anger, it's really very angry.
Put yourself in my shoes, you won't know how i felt.
I cried for you not one time is many times. Countless i guess!
Better cherish this time baby, i don't want to make the wrong decision.
You really make me fall in love with you deeply. Mooouacks! ^^v

Family is giving me alot of problems, hais.
Imagine your dad, which dotes you alot last time.
Telling you to jump down the building asking you go and die.
How would you feel? Not only one time he says it, many times already.
I know i'm not a good daughter, i don't study nor work.
I give you alot of troubles spending your money like water flowing.
But i already paying everything for myself. Hais.
Life nowadays sucks alot. It really hurt alot too when i heard it.
Hais. How i hope everything was back to normal.

Both my precious ones, baby & daddy :(
I love both of you alot.

2009-12-02T08:30:00.000-08:00

Hi baby, you're sleeping now and i'm blogging.
Guess what? Time past super duper fast right ;x
It's our annivesary, My dear ..
Happy 1year3months :) I'm happy to have you around with me.
Sorry for those attitudes/quarrels this few days,
i think something wrong with me, i wont change back. Dont worry^^
;mua!

I really love you alot, better don't leave me & fool around again.
If not i'll chop your head down and cook curry chicken.
Since you love curry chicken alot alot :) HAHA!
You're mine, okey?
I kw we'll last long, we last till our hairs turn white/grey!
I love you alot, muacks :)

2009-11-25T03:48:00.000-08:00

Just came back from simlim, meet baby during his break time.
Hah, imisshim :( today he's working, tml i'm working. w/out him i'm bored.
Went simlim spent a bomb on it, heart pain but kinda worth it.

3 mouse for me and my bros. :) a pink one for myself, ;luv
bought a black cooler pad for my notebook.
bought a pink earpiece too!
lastly upgrade my ram together with baby.

Omg! But nvm, at least baby can claim back :x My face is peeling, damn it. shyt the sunburn! -,- I wanna dl audition, but something wrong with my connection. NB :X Okay, i'm going either point/green for my dinner with papergoat. :) Guess who's papergoat? Happy guessing oh, i think baby knows who.

2009-11-23T06:39:00.000-08:00

Found a new job, mother friend intro me one.
Okay, not bad actually. Quite relax, plus no need do closing.
I'm happy, dad helped me sign starhub mobile broadband.
And got the lappy :) Brother also have lappy, but is uncle buy for him.
LOL! Me and baby got the same lappy already ^^v

Yesterday went sentosa with baby, fanny, qianyi& xunfu.
Okay, got into the water & suntan. My face damn pain now.
Super duper red !! How? :(

I miss alot people ):
Fangxin, safirna, casselyn, alot alot. ): faster meet up uhs.
I know i didn't meet some of them very long already, sorry.
I never mia !! :) I'm still here lah. I still luv all of you. ;luvs.

I'll update soon, if only i'm not lazy okiedokie :D

2009-11-13T22:28:00.000-08:00

Baby's now at amk with jh, jh friends doing things.
Make me at home rot, kns! super boring laah :x
last night went baby's house, fall asleep once i reach.
somemore super early can, 9plus only! but phone damn noisy.
woke up around 9plus, leave his house around 11plus cabbed home.
now currently at home waiting for baby and jh to come back hougang.

i'm lacking of my beauty sleep!!!
last week more worst, 5days over at baby's house.
everyday morning sleep, then 9plus wake up -.-
at least this week better, but everyday evening i feel like sleeping.
something wrong -.- i see them billard, i more boring.
at least yesterday we went lan, cause i keep kpkb them. :)
sian sian sian !!!!!!!!!!!!!! just give dad's $300, totally broke.
how how how ????????

blog tml, finger pain lazy type !! :D

2009-11-12T21:57:00.000-08:00

I have neglected my blog and friends, parents
Nowadays with bf fanny eugene or jh, seldom at home.
not enough sleep somemore, but baby says i sleep alot.
but i really don't think so. many problems happening this few days.
small problem nia, need make till like that meh? lame sia!
hah! childish. -.-
super tired, just reach home not long going sleep now!!
blog when i'm free. and i have change number get it from me from msn.
don't contact my old number, with my mum cause line burst.
fuck up life, nomore money! super broke..

I hope everything will be the same

2009-11-03T03:24:00.000-08:00

Okay, this few days panda eyes coming out already.
Sunday woke up at 3plus midnight and 7plus leave house.
Went meet jiajie, slept awhile at his uncle house only.
Dinner-ed and 9plus cabbed back.

Last night that stupid asshole, tell me meet afternoon.
End up both of us keep falling asleep, meet him 12plus at night!!!!!
-'- him upside down!!! something happen to fanny, didn't went kovan find qy co.
qianyi and xunfu came down hougang find us, slack till 2plus..
cabbed over to jiajie uncle house, had some talks with him till 5plus.
cook noodles for him, nice one ley! :) not bad not bad rightttt??
after that went downstairs market eat, 7plus sleep till 10.
wash up and cabbed back with him. reach my house, we 1plus then sleep.
super tired laa!!!! :x waiting for him to end prayer and meet him later..
not sure later going where, he want go prawning!! super broke now sia..
wthh! i hope you really change!! :x you promise, don't be promise breaker.

2009-10-31T04:48:00.000-07:00

Headache now, can't get to sleep properly.

Hanxiang(L):
I'm sorry past few days keep giving you attitude,
which makes us quarrel alot alot.
I know sometimes i anyhow jiu quarrel with you,
all my fault luh! sorry sorry sorry sorry. :(
luvyouuu kkk!!!!

Last night meet up with joanna and kang @ my house downstairs.
They keep disiao-ing me when i step out of the lift.
Esp. kang, saying i become shorter!!! where got??
Meet up with fanny, another one also say grow short.
Wth!!! I think i grow taller sia, slack awhile and went over ave8.
Fetch (L) and his friend head back to same place. okay!!
we're like one retarded walking here and there, fanny left.
they're like playing cards blahblah! 3plus qianyi bf, xunfu reach.
bobson too, I leave them, pei (L) they all to toilet and buy drinks.
Change places, freaking cold!!! lucky i've my jacket with me. >:D
They kept playing with the lift, as it's warm inside. :x bwg.
Pei them till around 6 lydat, walk them to bus stop.
And i walk home after that, somemore still abit drizzling!! -.-
I first time so good aye!!!!! be honoured -.- reach home around 7.
Bath all these, straight toh. Sibei tired plus headache!!!

Anyway starting work on monday, i'll try to stay on this job.
Hopefully i won't start any quarrel with anyone at work, must tolerate.
Will be working @ compass ac, end nov they maybe transfering me to T1.
So i'll be less blogging after i started work, miss me kkkkk!!!! > :)

2009-10-29T10:23:00.000-07:00

Finally i've found someone who have a same thinking as me.
I shared alot of things with him last night, taught me alot of things.
Somehow clearing parts of my mind, that's more than enough.
Other than relationship, he told me about working, sleeping hours etc.
Finally i understand alot of things .. He's like a teacher to me, haha.
He teaches me to think about other things, keep myself busy all times.
Why am i always sick when i'm working? Cause of the body temp.
Why am i spending money when slacking? All because of ciggs.
That's the answer he told me, like damn retarded -.- stupid.
Me and him totally the same. He's the only one who understand me the most.
Although he can't help much, but at least we have some talks.
Thanks alot, jiayou on waiting for her :)

Finally meet up wit sister today, went ac for interview.
I'm not very sure what's the outcome, hopefully i get this job.
And head back to hougang meet qy, xf and bob. (:
Sorry fangxin, your next off day. I confirm pei you.
I seriously need a fucking job, i have nomore money already.
Boring, feel like staying at home for 2-3days be good girl.
And wait for money come come. Thinktoomuch*

Ahh, byebye! -.-

2009-10-23T11:12:00.001-07:00

I feel like shouting at someone, who's willing?
I want to vent my anger on someone. Hais.
Talking with lentino son on msn, he says my first post touching sia.

I don't know why must he always appear when i'm forgetting him.
Last night he called, when i'm eating. Make me totally no mood.
I really hope i could forget him.
I may seems happy, but whenever i'm at home i start thinking.
I don't know wtf happen to me, seriously.
Rion says i've change alot. Really? I don't know.
Fine fine fine, i'm going let day by day pass. Let's fate decide.
Everybody keep mentioning his name, i'm going crazy one day.
Even my parents/brothers. Totally fuck up.
Nobody understands how i feel at this point of time. Hais.
I promise someone not to cry anymore, but i really feel like crying.
I won't think of the past anymore, but it's just flashing back.
Omg, it's like wtf? Fine.

Memories me and you.

2009-10-20T23:57:00.000-07:00

Thank's for the 1year1month memories.
I've got millions of sorry to tell you, & lots of thing to tell you.
But i've got no chance now.

Really thankyou for giving me such a happy/unhappy past,
You are the first guy can tolerate my attitude for so long.
You are the first guy treat me the best.
You are the first guy give in to me the most.
You are the first guy can sacrifice alot for me.
You are the first guy willing come down hg everyday.
You are the first guy willing to listen to me.
You are the first guy spend the most money on me.
You are the first guy can keep coming up my house.
You are the first guy my mum/brother likes the most.
You are the first guy can tolerate my nagging/scolding.
You are the first guy buys for me everything i want.
You are the first guy run down buy food for me, when i'm hungry.
You are the first guy which i cook for, even it's not nice you ate up all.
You are the first guy who make me cry the most, i know you too.
You are the first guy hurt me the most, i know i hurt you too.
You are the first which i really love the most. ):
There's alot more, i don't think you read my blog again.
Just think that i'm saying nonsense, i don't want to keep inside my heart.

I'm sorry for my fucking attitude which make us quarrels/break.
I hope your girlfriend won't be like me, treat her well.

Remember boy,
we've got alot of memories together, i won't forget it.
I don't know whether you still remember or not.
I'll forget you but not our memories.
There's too much and it's hard to forget.
Now you are not living in your house le, must takecare k.
Must eat well, don't always eat those unhealthy food.
Takecare boy ):

I promise friends, i won't cry anymore. I try ):

2009-10-13T03:49:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow starting work already, sibey fuckup.
All last minutes, 8.30am must reach suntec.
Helping uncle for some cosmetics exhibittion D:
Omg, i today still want go out enjoy till happy then go home.
Now tell me need so early wake up, stupid uncle -.-
Forget it, later should be going prawning with cliques.

2009-10-12T08:08:00.000-07:00

I'm super boring now -.- this few days only slack slack.
Sibey no life sia, finally my pay bank in already.
Should be able to withdraw out tml, super happy :)
But still need return cousin money & give parents.

Saturday at night desmond came down meet me,
Slack till 11plus, he send me back and he bused back.
Takecare of yourself, tml need go back camp already :)

Sunday night meet up w idiot went green eat.
on phone w stupid hanxiang :) horsepaper ley :x
then cos came, i swear we did something we should'nt do.
sorry estella and jason ): ps ahh. 1plus reach home.
actually meeting raymond, but i forget call him back.

Today didn't intend to go out, but eben says he come hougang.
From jurong to hougang only 40mins ley, sibey fast.
I haven't even prepare yet he tell me @ hougang already.
Slack w him till 5, pei him wait for bus and home.

I want prawning/drinking.
I'm bored. );

2009-10-11T02:16:00.000-07:00

Everything's over, me and you now = nothing.
I'm really so stupid to patch with you again.
I made the wrong choices, you ruin it yourself.
Don't blame me, fuck off from my life now.
I guess i'll be much more happy, single life will be better.
Brothers/Friends more important than me,
Forget it, takecare friend, ihateyouu but i still missyou alot.
1year1month, everything gone. ):

valencia sis, i really made the wrong choices.
I know all along you didn't support me patching with him.
Sorry sister.

I'm going MIA !
Don' bother to contact me anymore.
D:

2009-10-07T07:11:00.000-07:00

This few days just slacking with cos. Cheer me up all those,
Something happen, thanks all for being there when i need you.
Thanks jovern, zhenglong & rion. :) Really thanks alot.
Especially weifang, qianyi, valencia thanks for being there.
Thanks girls, i know i did not listen to what you all asked me too.
I'm sorry, maybe i'm stupid. Nvm, take it as a last test for myself.
& rion take good care of yourself, your sick now. thanks bff :)

To you :
I really hope this will be the last time. Remember it,
One more time, you dare you try it. Don't say i never give face,
You want play, i can play with you. Make sure tht girl dare play,
I'm not joking, that day you really make me till really very hot already.
Anws, sorry for slapping you. :) this time you really make me cried alot,
make me cant sleep in the night, keep thinking of you.
The last chance is all in your hand, cherish it, don't ruin it.

And to kingston, you think you sibei handsome? eh, pui.
want go around hong ownself go hong la hor, dont pull my bf go.
Even i forgive him, i won't forgive you at all.
i already tolerate you for very long, you think you very ehsai?
that's your problem, idc. none of my friends like you at all,
LOOK AT THE MIRROR BEFORE HONGING & SAY OTHERS.
DON'T THINK THAT YOUR SO EHSAI, you are just a noobshyt.
Bye fuckface. :X I hope you die early, you are polluting this world.

I don't wanna care anything anymore, day by day pass nia.
Exam coming soon, who wanna be my teacher ? ):
Must be propro want ley, arbo no need be my teacher alrdy :)
This few days life damn fuckup, idkwhy. Hmm.
Out of a sudden, i miss alot of people ..
Valencia sis, Xiuxia sis, benben, junhao, janna );
let's meet up soon, imyall. okay, i'm hungry now ..

alright, before i went looking for food .
i realise it's 8oct , yupyup it's pretence mei birthday.
♥ JieLuvsMei

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI ♥

2009-10-04T01:33:00.000-07:00

Just a quick post and im going leave house already.
The main topic of this post is ..
baby, happy 1year1month :) iluvyou ;lala.

friday 12am wish baby :D
friday meet idiot for dinner, waited for baby, shun reach.
went fetch 3 idiots, make us walk till damn far. omg la,
all was sweating like hell, went meet shancai. -.-
actually going drink, all headed back. I pei baby go eat,
and home after tht :D

yesterday was my cousin rom, @ aranda country club.
got some pics, if i've time i'll upload it. :D
later on also have buffet, after tht meeting baby.
yay, finally got time meet him alrdy {;

i really hope nothing happen, sorry jie! :(

2009-09-30T11:05:00.000-07:00

alive / dead ?
i lazy to post already, half dead -.-
don't be surprise if i blog suddenly after so long, cos i'm bored.
it's been so long since i last audi-ed. :)
baby should be happy, i've been neglecting him lately.

friday - kovan, serangoon, novena steamboat, srg drink, home.
with baby, & 10 more idiots.

sat woke up @ 6.30am. prepared headed to baibai.
okay, damn shag that day. D: jiatoh at night.
homed at 11plus, bath and sleep. damn tiring. D:

sunday went to clarke quay - 574 - changi - home :)
with qianyi, estella and jason.

monday forget. so sad. o.o

tuesday went to tampines, cs - back hougang.
at night went mac slack, & 698 :)
home around 1plus.
with qianyi, xkang, sotong. fanny, mel, eugene :D

wed study with weifang. & slack.
home around 11plus :)

tomorrow should be going find baby.
imissyou so muchy :D

SLEEEPING SOON, BYE :)

2009-09-23T09:02:00.000-07:00

FK PEONYJADE ! Tio fired already ):
CBCBCB. But anws it's also our fault. So forget it.
I miss baby, i miss him alot alot.
D;

I've got no idea what to post. My mind is empty.
Alright, today finally after so freaking long, meet up with fangxin.
Okay. & One uncle passby and intro us one job.
Most probably will start on with this work, it's style. :D
Idk laa! I want money bodoh.
i wanna get alot alot of things ..

3rd oct, will be our 1y1m :)
Time pass so fast right, baby?
Ilyvm, dun worry! :D

TJJ YOUR MINE ;D BBBBBYES.

2009-09-15T04:23:00.001-07:00

PEOPLE :D
WONT BE ONLINE FROM TML TO 3RDOCT :D
Which is me and baby 1year1month.

Because ..
I will be working continously no off ): sibey sad de la.
i know. will be posting after that.

Omfg. cant chiong audi already D:
I will be facing that bloody idiot for 19days.
Ilovedieyou :D

And wont be meeting baby for so long.
Imissdiehim D:

OMG! :D BYEBYE LA.
Miss me everyone.

2009-09-09T05:10:00.000-07:00

I know it's been a days/ weeks since i last blogged.
Past few days nothing much also, caught G-force.
It's super nice, & went drinking at 10canto. Nothing much,
& after so long i finally meet up with janna, fanny. :D
Tomorrow going injection :o scared sialll. ):
Tomorrow going clarke quay for job train also.
Starting work on 17sept - 3rdOct. Continously working ;x
No off, gonna be very tired. And can't meet baby also.
He'll be working same as me, but different outlet :(

boooboo! boreddie, i wanna chiong my audi alady.
bbbbbbbii. (:

2009-09-03T08:28:00.000-07:00

HI PEOPLE :)
I know it's been so long since i last blogged.
& Before i went in audi ands get lazy to blog.

Baby even there's anything happen, i hope not. ):
I will wait for you, seriously. This is the longest r/s i have,
I will cherish it, sorry for the past quarrels. Really sorry.
I really do loveyou alot. I hope this time round, you will be good.
And stop all your nonsense already, it is time for you to settle down.
Bi promise me okay? :D i will wait for you de la, i won't leave you.
I really hope nothing will happen ): Sighs, baby.

And thanks for the roses and cards.
I really love it alot. (: Muacks.
Although today it's our anni, and did'nt went anywhere.
I am really very happy to have you around, & spend it together.
I'm really fortunate to have you.
Tanjiajie, you're mine xD

Baby, let's go escape this saturday :)
I know you have been waiting for it.

Before i end this post, there's something i wanna shout to baby.

HAPPY ONE YEAR BABY , & ILYLOTS.

2009-08-26T10:26:00.000-07:00

I'm back. Baby's chalet over, freaking tired.
Sleep in the morning 8plus for the first day.
Did not sleep for the second day. Reach home toh! Bth.
First day nothing much. Alot of people, quite messy.
Shun, Zh, K, Qianyi, Estella &Baby's friends. Alot people.
All at there play cards, mahjong all. 2plus they left.
After tht started bbq agn. 5plus ordered mac, hungry bodoh.
Played mahjong till 8plus lydat. Everyone toh.
Woke up @ 1plus, went eat lunch and mahjong again.
Darling and sh came first, mahjong followed by the fong's family.
Haha! Ohk, bbq-ed all the way =/ Going have sore throat soon.
Baby's mum and my mum came also. Cut cake and all :)
After tht 10plus all left. Left us, we mahjong & bbq-ed.
And drink :x All the way till morning sleep awhile. Bth sia!
12plus check out. Okay tht's all :)
Thanks all for coming. I hope baby's did enjoy this year bdae.
And sissy's is back from malaysia. Miss die you!
Val sis, xx sis meet up soon :) ily one hor.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ..
BABY, FANNY & FIONA :)
Advanced and belated birthday to all of you.

2009-08-22T09:53:00.000-07:00

LP ytd :)

&&&&&

Failed one time, but end up pass hor! :)
Thanks darling, ji & rain. Wanted to wait for sh de lei,
But then she too long, ended already she haven't come.
SH BU BU LAI :D Bully us ytd.
Meet up w dar, sh & ben. Tgt w baby&Shun :D
Went amk eat after tht lan. Ok, keep losing.
Ty ben for helping me story :)

Blog another time, byes :D
Baby's chalet tomorrow, probably blog on wednesday.
Okay, going audi audi liao. Mai disturb k.
Luvv^^

2009-08-19T05:45:00.000-07:00

Spammer's here, so i wil take out my tagboard away first :D
I'm going private my blog, leave me your email at msn.
And i will invite you all.

TO PASSERBY :
I felt that your so pathetic, that your parents name you as passerby.
EH HELLO! DARE TAG DARE PUT NAME LA HOR.
HUMJI AH, I PUT WHAT PICTURES HUAN TIO YOU SIBO?
& please i don't take photos. Friends around me should know,
must everyone put new photos? your problem sibo?
eh, don't be keyboard warrior la eh! -.- lame dog.
BYE DOGGY !~

2009-08-17T10:26:00.000-07:00

Bored, maybe going malaysia tomorrow with baby.
Hmm, or maybe thursday? Not sure also.

Just now went city plaza, baby's friends come fetch us go.
Bird working tday. After city plaza home after tht.
& Audi till now. Change blogskins :)
Going audition already, byes^^
And URs huat uh :D Right sh and darling? Luvv.

RELINK & LINK DONE :D

2009-08-16T02:00:00.000-07:00

Currently using baby's lappy to blog ._.
Freaking bored, a cash also nomore already. -.-
Lentino sonny keep ask me mega, salt sonny sibey pervert.
Know why? Becos lentino teach his didi, now he learnt alrdy.
Hor son? Better upload the ss tht i mega you ley :)
Must gan dong yi xia xia okehs^^

Last few days was out everyday, i'm broke.
Meet up with pk :) Went watch "where got ghost".
Together with baby, & shun. Played arcade before tht. D:
After movie homed after tht :D Hmm.

The next day dearest called me asked me meet her.
Suppose to meet up with hao, but never :o
Ong came up my house, and baby. Then dearest.
Went to kovan, went find ab. -.- dearest trim eyebrow.
Went sb played arcade & baby played billard.
Went eat after tht, actually going prawning.
End up went ice pub drink :D
Nothing much happen, only ystd went prawning.
Going prepare soon, they all wanna watch "where got ghost" again.
Mygoodness laa ._.
& bigbig sorry to fangxin, sh and darling.
Never meet you all tht day, soon alright?
Love you all many oh^^

Baby's chalet on next sunday :)
Those wanna come, just tag okeh.

2009-08-12T05:15:00.000-07:00

One day i'll go crazy. )))):
So many people asking me intro them girls/guys.
Wl eh, i not open matchmaking center leh.
Make me not enough sleep, phone kena bomb till so jialat.
SMLJ EH! :x

Hao finally discharge, miss those times when we all together hang out.
Now everybody all got their own life :(
Be a good boy alrdy la bro. Come out then start a new life okays,
Dunnid so despo keep find girlfriend laa!
If have i sure intro to you okays, but DONT F&T hor.
Maybe friday meeting him ba, ask baby along :)
:XX Very long also didn't meet up with ahben, kuku! ._.

I'm seriously rotting at home okeh.
It's gonna make me crazy like fxk ><
Babybaby, bring me go kovan eat thai food tomorrow okeh :)
Wo yi ding hui ai si ni de laa :DDD kiss*
Yesterday meetup w shun. Go serangoon :x
Meet up with jeslinda there, saw Samuel. He's funny! :)
Okeh, he went home. So we went slack around there,
Cabbed to green, eat lunch. Bused to mall to do postage.
Shun went send jeslinda back home, while me and baby go vivo.
Took our pay, alot of newcomers. Sibeh funny!
All the newcomer, guy baby friend lai de, one girl my friend lai de.
All shock dao sia, saw them over there! ><>
Train down to bugis, & train to yck. Eat & went drink after that.
Cabbed home after that, i'm super tired yesterday.

Early morning kena bombed up by hao, smlj eh ._.
Last few days is long, now is him! Not enough sleep deh leii.

& FOR THOSE AVAILABLE GIRLS/GUYS.
FINDING FOR FRIENDS, BOYF, GIRLF, GAY, LES.
Ahya, anything laa! what you all want also have. ><>

To save me from getting not enough sleep, comment me okeh.
If scare shyshy, then email me :)
ee_leng1993@hotmail.com Hell, i look like so despo! ><>
Don't mistaken, currently i have 3 guys & 1 girl finding :D
All seems despo right, but they're very "Good" want.
Don't worry! :) Save me okeh.^^

2009-08-10T03:01:00.000-07:00

Waiting for two pigs to reach my house.
Waiting for paikia to wake up &meet us.

Boreed ~
Should be going to town later on, watch movie bah.

Saturday we went kovan eat thai food :) Yummy*
Trained down to vivo, suppose to get pay but ... wtf!
Waited for koey come down, super long! ><
She prepare need around 2hrplus :x Actually going prawning,
but she's too late, saw alot of faces in arcade -.- Hmms,
Koey reach, slack awhile at vivo. Decided to go other place, too bored.
Wanted to watch movie, but all selling fast already.
Wanted to sing k but confirm very ex luh.
So we cabbed down to ice pub drink. Lol!
Around 3plus cabbed home :) Can't sleep luh.

Yesterday- Prawning- Thai food :)
Yishun - BTP - Hougang =/ Tired.
Meet up with precious girl, jesss :DDD
Cabbed home, went down green eat&
Baby stay at my house till 3plus, & cabbed back home.

2009-08-06T13:29:00.001-07:00

I'm fired !! *Bangs*
No la, is baby get fired so i pei him don't go also.
Hrms, tomorrow returning uniform& get pay.
Tmr going interview, hope can get the job :D
Slack & Pay good also. Hopeeeee!!!! ><

This few days keep going out, bored luh!
Yesterday went kovan with baby eat thai cuisine :)
Yummy, cheaper than thai accent also. imlovingit o.o
Tday dine at fish market, so damn full! The soup is nice kks,
After went kingston ahgong funeral, 10plus trained home.
Reach home played with URS :D

And, i love URS ! :) Unreplaceble always together.
I love all of you, grat's to ryumi wedding. :D

Miaoqi Paikia, guaikia is always here for you.
Anything tell me :) 24/7 oks. Heheheehxscz. ^^
Sry, never sms me that day, Wait for my message hor!
Cheerup okays, don't care about him already.
I know alot of things happen, don't worry.
nothing will happen, depends on fate.
I love you paikia, meet up soon hor! So long never saw you.

Fion & Qianyi,
That day all thanks to both of you.
Cheer me up all these, now my turn to cheer you two.
Don't think so much already, give up if it's the time.
Hang on brings more hurts, try to forget& let go.
It's the best choice, find a better guy :)
Cherish those who treat you good, & cares for you now.
Loveyouuuutwoo :DDD

2009-08-04T10:24:00.000-07:00

Back home, currently on phone with baby and kingston .
Yesterday baby came up my house first, followed by qianyi.
Bcos i'm still preparing, bus-ed down to amk hub.
Bought yoghurt drink have a puff meet up with kingston.
Went up arcade :) 6plus trained down to yck. Walked to sakura,
Hahaha^^ So full luhs! So fun, ran off after eating :)
We left damn lots of food over there, all take then never finish! ><
Went grassroot country club, inside pub drink play :)
After that cabbed back to my house downstairs, slack awhile home.

Tday baby didn't went work. Meet up with kingston & qianyi.
Went down kovan, suppose to meet ._. But not working.
Go superbowl play arcade they play pool :) Kingston punch, HAHA! ><
Walked to kovan nearby there, prawning :DD At first bit sian.
But not really, caught only 7 :x Then they gave us free prawns also.
BBQ-ed. Qianyi damn hungrryy >< Hahah .. Went kovan mac eat.
And cabbed home :D

& Picture's uploaded soon ;D Alot of snap-shot. Hoho!^^
I'm tired of working, don't feel like working tomorrow !!!
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2009-08-02T10:35:00.000-07:00

Hmm, i'm back from town. :) Abit bored luhs!
Many malls opening soon, ><>
Same shops, sell same things! :X o.o wtf.
Woke up by kingston calls, baby still at temple so i took my time.
They meet up first, & came up my house.
Went to ave8 eat and cabbed to ion. Meetup w adele&co.
Walk around wisma, 5plus they left. Went to wisma starbuck chit-chat,
Bought a drink, & it's freaking cold over there.
Walk over to near tangs& had dinner over at yumcha.
Just the 3 of us, ate buffet. Worth it, really :)
You all should go try it, the buffet came in a dish by a dish.
Got chilli crab, & alot more of seafood. We can just order all we want :D
Total bill around 100plus, quite worth it :)

Tomorrow going down serangoon meet jeslinda with baby&kingston.
After that should be going eat with them & go down bishan bahh!
Either bisham, yck or tpy pei k send her back -.- o.o
& Going do postage for two customers, meetup with joanna.
See you tml, girl :) Thank's for supporting. Loveyouuu^^

Tell you guys one super uber sad things okayyyys,
MY PHONE WENT SWIMMING IN THE TOILET BOWL TODAYY.
ME AND BABY COUPLE PHONE :( LIKE THAT JIU GO SWIMMING,
SOMEMORE IN TOILET BOWL :X SAD CASE ..
I hurried shout for baby come help me take, in girls toilet >< >
& BABY HAPPY 11th MONTHS :)
I LOVE YOU TO THE MAXXXSXZC.
Give you kisskiss^^ :)))

2009-07-31T11:52:00.000-07:00

I'M BLOATED!!! SO FULL LUHS -.-

Tday meetup with two customers, & meet up w s at mall.
Hahahas! He waited for us damn long mannszx :x
Trained down to vivo, kinda bored with vivo already!
Meetup with ong too, searching for restaurant to eat.Ahhh ;o
Wanted to eat buffet but haven't open but we're hungry already.
Went to our restaurant eat, damn fulll leiiis!
Ordered Green Curry, Fish, One pot of Tomyam& Appetizer Combo! :D
4persons eating. Quite wuhua also lah! :X SlackSlack Walkwalk arounds.
10plus, meet up with someone. After that trained down to cine.
Meet up with s friend's there. One guy&Two girls! -.- HAHA >:C
Actually wanted watch movie, but i don't like harry potter. Ers!
Then we went to eat suki suhi, omgs! Bloated already lahhhh. ~~
20plus. Quite okay bahhh :) Then s lobang me & baby home. Thanks :)

Monday going sakura eat buffet ! :) Grrs ><
Tomorrow & Sunday working, fking shag!
Ka more jiaowei about us, i will fking make your restaurant in a mess.
Don't make me anyhow do things !! Fkers.
Esp the new manager, start start okok, now kpkb! Complain.

2009-07-30T12:04:00.000-07:00

PAYDAY COMING SOON :)
I dont know around how much, becos i only work 6days.
Hmmm!!!!!
Going vivo agn, with baby, ong& s.
So long never meet s already. Mygoddd!!!!

& FKKKK YR UPSIDE DOWN!!!!!!
BYTCH. BYEEES :X

2009-07-29T11:45:00.000-07:00

Argh! Waste $20 on cab fare today :(
Blame me baby, i was playing audition when he's waiting for me.
Rush to mall for postage, & went for lunch. Check things :x
By the time was already 5, late already take cab go.
Sorrryyyy babyyyyy D:
Blame me & yrself, Eat so slow :x Grrrr!!!!!!

I'm back with work, work was fun but abit tiring.
Michael, our new asst manager bought everyone oreo cheesecake :)
Superb :D Hahah, today meal was quite nice too, maybe we're hungry.
Hmm, end work smoke & train home.
Tmr f not working, 3 of us working.
Fri, f working, 3 of us not working.

Fake eyelash anyone?
Go htttp://thlast-shop.blogspot.com
Go http://her-wardrobes.blogspot.com

Looking for advertiser, anyone interested?
And i will pay you, for sure !! :D Will discuss further.
Only if ..
You can online everyday.
You can give me a report of it.
You can online almost few hours everyday.
You can tag almost 1000plus tags per day.

If you think you can mail me for more info.
shoppingspree--@hotmail.com

2009-07-28T23:14:00.000-07:00

Oks, I've been neglecting my blog. :x

Been working working, & reach home chat w baby and do blogshop.

Mygod, my this week scheldule i only off one day and is friday -.-

Nvms. Work also nothing to do, talk talk do closing. Nth le! :x

Quite relaxs also, cause closing everyone doing tgt. :D

Staff meal also tgt eat, :D Quite nice luh this job.

Today wednesday, baby off ong also off. Left me and f alone ):

Lucky f didn't dua me, if not i'll hate her man! :D Hahaah.

Anws, people. Go support my blogshop.

& Those with blog, help me advertise plsssss >:(

I'll lovelove you all many many de lah, dont worry.

ME & BABY THE BLOGSHOP.
This selling mostly instocks items, cleocat sprees will be up soon.

And, fake eyelash & 3D artificial nails. Yes, all from korea.

I've the fake eyelash on hand alrdy, so no waiting time.

Grab now, while stocks last.

http://thlast-shop.blogspot.com

ME & JIAXIN THE BLOGSHOP.

This selling fake eyelash & cleo cat sprees.

Please support, fake eyelash is from korea is a better quality :)

Fake eyelash, are all instocks. Cleo cat sprees, cap till 15.

http://her-wardrobes.blogspot.com

2009-07-21T10:23:00.000-07:00

Long time ago, with manwai :)

I'm back from training today.
Quite okays, people there was friendly (:
Hmm, some more they are already very good.
Baby's went in for interview today, when i'm working.
He's selected, & he'll start work tomorrow @ 2pm.
But tomorrow me & ong start @ 5.30 :D
Double yay-ness, i didn't know thai food is so delicious.
Hmm, not all i mean! :x Okays, enough of crapping.
Friday should be taking off, meeting sister friday.
Should be tomorrow, but no off =X Let's go shop sis.
Heheh, lovelove you oks.

2009-07-20T09:45:00.000-07:00

My blog is really very plain, what shall i add on?
Hmm. Give me some ideas ><
Today pei-ed fong to see doctor, & bm after that.
Meet baby there, & we went bugis.
Yups, walked around 10plus train home.
Tomorrow going start work training, i will stay on this job.
I'll try, even it's tough! I promise, er. Hmm. :)

If wednesday not working, maybe meeting sister.
Yupps, going shopping with her :D
If working, probably on friday or what bah!
See how it goes.

Comment me, & click on my ads.
Dont view & run hor, people!

God, pray hard that nothing happen.
Really hope nothing will happen. D: