I dont know why everything seems change.
I still love my baby alot alot, but i can't forget what he did.
Even he told me he change, yes i can see his changes but i can't forget it.
What he actually did, i really can't forget. I still remember every single things.
I admit i got abit ji chou :x But i don't intend to quarrel with him again.
I just don't want to keep inside my heart anymore,
Everyday i keep thinking thinking. This 1y3m together,
There's happiness, sadness, angryness alot alot.
Both of us did alot of stupid things make both of us happy/cry/angry.
Sighs. i really cant forget about recently incident.
I feel like crying whenever i think of it, i don't know why.
I know once i heard every story of what you say is all pengwei.
I never angry, i damn sad. I didn't knw you can wei le face, do all these.
Hais. You're not the one that i knew before. I do hate you sometimes.
But deep inside my heart, You're still the only one for me.
I really luv you alot :( This the 5th time i'm forgiving you, maybe i'm stupid.
The one and only last chance i'm giving you, i don't want you to ruin it.
If this last chance you ruin it, my hope for guys will be lost because of you.
I told you before if there's one more time, i won't give any face anymore.
Sometimes i know i can't control my anger, it's really very angry.
Put yourself in my shoes, you won't know how i felt.
I cried for you not one time is many times. Countless i guess!
Better cherish this time baby, i don't want to make the wrong decision.
You really make me fall in love with you deeply. Mooouacks! ^^v

Family is giving me alot of problems, hais.
Imagine your dad, which dotes you alot last time.
Telling you to jump down the building asking you go and die.
How would you feel? Not only one time he says it, many times already.
I know i'm not a good daughter, i don't study nor work.
I give you alot of troubles spending your money like water flowing.
But i already paying everything for myself. Hais.
Life nowadays sucks alot. It really hurt alot too when i heard it.
Hais. How i hope everything was back to normal.

Both my precious ones, baby & daddy :(
I love both of you alot.