I could'nt get to sleep.
Every night i'm crying to sleep, even now. Idk why.
Suppose to give you an answer, it's all too late.
I really miss you alot alot.
Tan jiajie , my 03th`s
You maybe thinking that what i wrote is rubbish, it's all true.
I really hope you're only making me angry. :C
Can don't torture me anymore? Please, i had enough of everything.
I can't afford all these pain and hurts.
Every night i don't feel like going home, i'll think of you.
And cry to sleep, i don't like this feeling.
The feeling of waiting for someone you love but he's not yours.
Everything changed so fast, i don't know what's wrong~
You told me you still love me alot, yet you can have a girlfriend.
Are you serious? Or just making me angry? :'(
I really hope it's just a dream afterall.
Tell me you don't love me anymore if you really don't .
Stop hurting me this way, everybody's mentioning your name.
My heart really hurts deep inside, nobody understand how deep.
Everytime there's a fake smile when i'm out with them.
Do you still love me? Deep inside your heart, ask it.
Do you? Stop giving me false hope, if you don't i'll give up on our love.
That day i told you, "you betrayed my trust"
You replied, "I'm sorry baby, i'll gain back your trust."
End up all i gotten back is all this? :c I trust you, yet all lies.
Can don't treat me this way? Please. It's really hurts.
I hate you for making me fall deeep in love with you,
I hate you for not texting/calling me.
:(
Knowing that you've a girlfriend, you know something?
After i hang the phone, i cried. :'(
I hate this feeling, the second time, second time, second time.
You promised, nomore next time. :c
I've learnt my lessons, first time, second time &third time.
It's repeating it again, and hurting me again again.
I done everything just for you, yet you do everything to hurt me?
You said, i'm the only one when you're at your worst.
I didn't leave you at your worst, but now things become like that.
I believe you once, take it as nothing happen but who knows?
My dear ;
Do you know something?
This feeling really sucks big time, i frigging hate it.
If this relationship you can treat it so easily, tell me can?
I'll let go of you/relationship.
You told me, among all your ex you loved me the most,
Is it true or bullshyts? :'(
Please don't treat me this way, i'm breaking down soon.
Soon, or leaving this world you'll be happy?
You know me, what you want me to do i'll do for you.
I maybe treating you bad, but deep in my heart i do love and care.
I just think that you're the one for me, we got the same thing.
It's like fate brings us together. Maybe you don't think so.
Don't you miss the past?
Everyday meeting each other, reach home talk on phone/sms.
I hope things will become like that, like last time.
I want back the old you, the past. :'(
I hope ..
A text/calls from you, awaiting~
Sighs. Imyalot.