MY LAST EMO POST, I SWEAR!
I've think for the past few hours, it's time to give up.
It's hard, i may seems happy infront of my friends, but i'm not.
Typing this post, i'm crying. Idk how to continue ..
I'm staying strong, but my heart is really very weak.
Im missing you every night, looking at our photos listening songs.
I really regretted, i wanted to text/call you, i'm afraid.
I know that you won't reply/call me back, i know.
I won't disturb you again, from today onwards.
I'll wait till the day you contact me, i'll wait. :<
I don't know why i just can't let go of you, seriously.
You're the first guy make me fall deep in love with you.
I can say you're a perfect boyfriend sometimes.
I know i may be a bytch in some ways, i'm trying to change.
I thought you still love me, guess it's all my wishful thinking.
Thinking too much, even how much i regretted naos, it'll be the same.
I don't know whether this time you're making me angry or serious.
This time my heart really hurts alot, very deep.
I tried crying everything out but guess no use.
03th`s , i really love you alot.
You really changed, i want back the old you.
Seriously, can you please changed. :<
Thanks for the past memories, thanks alot.
Thanks for all those presents you gave, i still remember every single one.
Many happiness, hurts. That's all i gotten after 1y3m.
:B
You promised me christmas you'll pei me ;
You promised me 28th`s go christmas ;
You promised me that you want bring me to mount faber.
You promised me alot of things, yet you did nothing.
And just leave me alone here :c
Takecare, goodbye my love.
Last long with your girlfriend,
I'll remember you always ;