IT'S 2010. :) Will this year a good or bad one?
I did enjoyed my new year eve, but someone just disappointed me.
Made me happy for few hours, end up all i gotten back was all these.
Seriously, you don't even treat me as your girlfriend.
You told me just this evening, you said you want accompany me.
You said go get present for me, you said pei me countdown.
End up what did you do?
How i really wished the one beside me just now was you.
See-ing the fireworks together, our first time together.
I really feel like crying at that point of time.
I controlled, till i really cannot anymore. I don't know why i cried.
What do you even treat me as? I forgived you again and again.
What i've gotten at the end? Is you make me sad, angry, cry.
This past few days, you said you'll changed, but i don't see any.
Except this evening, i was waiting for your msg/calls.
I didn't even receive any at all.
I told myself, it's already 2010, time to give up. No point.
I really can't bear to do so, i really can't.
I tried myself not to msg/call you, i still did.
I don't want to cry anymore for you, i don't want anymore.
It's really hurts to wait for someone you loved.
Why did you change to someone whom it's totally damn sucks?
You're a good boyfriend, you have all the good points.
Only that you chose to lie than telling the truth.
I've got no idea why, you chose to do that.
What's the point? Mixing with all your bros, teaching you bad things?
Is that the first step of changing? NO.
If you already grow up, think carefully before you do everything.
Look around, see who the ones who treat you good.
I can't say i treat you good, but i'm trying my best to do so.
& i tried to change you, but it failed. I'm useless, i know.
Everything you promised, yet nothing is fufilled.
Broken promises, i learnt it.
I'll be strong, learn to be happy without you.
Thanks for the past memories, this coming sunday our anniversary.
It's useless now, don't come back find me when you need me.
Don't tell me you regret and everything,
I don't know how to trust you anymore.
Love, takecare.
Stop talking about him, it only make me cried.
Today's was quite enjoyable :)
Steamboat @fion place, went marina for countdown, back hougang.
We're sweating like hell @marina, omfg.
Totally sucks! But the fireworks are kinda nice.
:D
Nomore next year, tys. :c