Sisters, brothers, friends.
I really need to be alone for sometimes, i'm fine.
Don't worry, you guys won't know how i felt.
The pain is fucking pain, the hurts i gotten is more worst than the past.
I don't know what to do, till he treat me like that.
I know you guys have been h2h talks to me, &scolding me.
Everything in this state, i don't blame anyone.
I blamed myself, i know my heart is soft easily.
I don't know why i'll love with so much, even he treats me like that.
He's not like that in the past, He already changed, bad to worst.
I'm sorry friends, i'll changed to a better or bad person.
I myself don't know, the stress i'm having really kills.
I can go crazy anytime, seriously thanks alot for being there.
Every msg each of you reply, i'm really touched.
I'll try my best to hold my tears and not cry anymore, but not now.
Especially fion&xunfu. You2 let me learnt alot of things.
Without fail, you guys are there for me, accompany me all the way.
I myself don't know why i'll changed till like that, i'm confused.
Even i made the wrong decision, you2 still support me.
Although did scold me abit. I'll be fine, i hope so.
Takecare.
To o3th`s
You're the first guy i did, cry, loved so much.
I really love you too much till i can go crazy.
The first guy i waited one night for, yet you put me aeroplane.
I'm okay. You can mia with me or whatsoever, now is me who'll mia.
You yourself knows clearly how you treated me, not like the past anymore.
The pain really hurts alot, i'm crying like nobody buisiness.
You won't care, brothers to you are important. I'm not.
Waiting for someone you loved, yet didn't come the feeling was so sucks.
I won't wait anymore, not being a stupid anymore.
You won't know how it feels, they saw how crazy i am last night.
I'm learning to be strong and let go.
I waited till 11am, you mia. I wrote a letter for you,
I'll pass it to someone, and they'll contact you and pass it to you.
You betrayed my trust and love, i lost trust. It's hard to gain back.
You the only one, promised me everything yet failed.
I give up, seriously. I love you still~ Takecare.
Friend's are much more better than boyfriend.
They're there for you, yet boyfriend aint.
Thanks for lying.
I'll be back once i'm alright.