I feel like shouting at someone, who's willing?
I want to vent my anger on someone. Hais.
Talking with lentino son on msn, he says my first post touching sia.

I don't know why must he always appear when i'm forgetting him.
Last night he called, when i'm eating. Make me totally no mood.
I really hope i could forget him.
I may seems happy, but whenever i'm at home i start thinking.
I don't know wtf happen to me, seriously.
Rion says i've change alot. Really? I don't know.
Fine fine fine, i'm going let day by day pass. Let's fate decide.
Everybody keep mentioning his name, i'm going crazy one day.
Even my parents/brothers. Totally fuck up.
Nobody understands how i feel at this point of time. Hais.
I promise someone not to cry anymore, but i really feel like crying.
I won't think of the past anymore, but it's just flashing back.
Omg, it's like wtf? Fine.